happy

i am happy...
i really am...
things have been going my way...
and in more ways than 1...
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light attracts light...
darkness begets darkness...
undeniable...
the evidence is around us...
SC is MY light...
They are MY FAMILY...
i will nv let them go...
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i do believe that there is a limit to how emo someone can be... but i was proven wrong... very wrong... well... he just made a stupid mistake... that cost him everything... as things come and go... you can only grow stronger...you dun cry about the same thing over and over... jsut TOO gay.. well... too bad for him then...
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Fie Fie...
you can tell cant you?
you know what i am talking about...
I AM HAPPY!!!!

Friends

Making some of the best friends of my life...
can't imagine life without SC
i really cant...
cheryl hoon
claudia
gen
cheryl tan.
ddin
shuk
arfie
bryan
nani
salleh
Kiat
Leong
so many more to name...
Life would be boring without you guys
not forgetting CHAN CHAN and CHENG CHENG
i love sc
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i have moved on...
made new freinds..
cheryl hoon is mad...
having a tonne of fun..
love ya company cheryl..
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i have moved on..
it came pretty suddenly..
its their lost...
no doubting that...
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life sux

i dun know why..
feeling so alone...
damn loser...
why man...
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making new frenz...
renewing old bonds...
well... there is not much renewing done..
hate it...
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the new SCs' can make it
i have renewed faith..
THE NEW QM IS MAD!!!
haha... i like
i think things will work out...
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Fie fie only you can see this...
dun tell anyone...
no one can know...
NO ONE...
EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED...
maybe i am...
maybe not....
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hmm...

honestly... titles are overrated..
i am just so drained..

no mood to do anything...

i need to talk to you..
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survival of the fittest...
law of the jungle...
natural selection...

they all state the same thing...

the strong survive..
the weak die...

The smart live on...
the stupid kill themselves..

no way around it?
i will find a way..

cuz i have the will to survive..
to live on..

no matter what the challenge is..
no matter who you put in front of me...

take me on??
dun make me laugh...
i'll own you HIDE!!
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you've looked for something that has always been beside you...
...me..&..you...
will it ever be...
...nani...
you bring a smile to my face...

haiz...

Life happens again...
tried to meet nani... twice once on sunday
the other on wednesday..
but as usual... life happens
though its not so bad..
talked a lot...
she knows i dun wanna go home..
whaha...
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i need you..
nani..
haha.. only i know..
give me a chance...
no pun intended...
maybe i could be the one...
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you've looked everywhere...
but i was always beside you...
i hope you realise that...
here i am...
this is me...

Life

In Anything you do. life happens to you..
so well... i just gotta say fuck it and move on..
the seminar in school was good.
i am focused on my goals in life.
i will think about them every day
positive thoughts will get me there..
hard work on my part will give me success..
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4 dayz in a row cabbin home..
wednesday.
doing orientation AVA duties.
lots of work. tired..
waited for the gang from 7.
going for dinner was the plan.
waited till 9..
i left for home cuz it was late.
yeah.. cab fare was $12.40
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thursday
orientation ended at 9 plus going 10
left school at 10 plus.
blazers had to be given out taken in.
the works.
saw lynette and dyan at bus stop.
gave them and bryan a lift.
cab fare $18 on the dot.
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friday..
pre u 2 fun day.
AVA duty again.
getting very tiring..
so did duty..
finished at 9 plus.. left by ten..
saw mich at bus stop.
she was taking cab too..
decided to send her home.
geylang bahru..
hero right? i know.
talked in the cab fun..
cab fare $22.40
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saturday.
shi qi place for jaiz farewell party.
had fun.. made some progress..
what progress is for me to know..
Shhh ok? S. M.
nearly had a fight again..
1 and ronald.
damn funny..
shit happens we know..
cabbed home with jaiz ash and laura
cab fare 22.85
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cab fare this week $75.65
poor man now... haha
hmmm... am i making a stupid move?
i think the some of the girls know..
hmm... let it be a secret for now..
but i definitely making it.
I WILL DO IT!!!